Monday, January 31, 2011

Thoughts held hostage.

The last strand frayed and wore through.
Completely disconnected.
An internal manifestation is taking place.
Yet, it lets show, few symptoms.
Leaving me to wonder,
Is there anything in there at all?
Very well, I know that is not a truth.
So never do I ask that question aloud.

Ive taken for granted the process of communication between the thoughts that develop in my mind and the proclamation my mouth sets forth to be known.
I pray God lifts his hand of restraint and in return fills me to the brim with grace.

Im realizing who I am...
sellfish, angry, annoyed, lonely, distracted, desperate, scared, hurting, hurtful...

And Im learning to be...
selfless, calm, collected, joyful, patient, caring, wholesome, humble...

May my feet continue to walk the path of confident humility, with you, Lord, by my side.

Take away my fear, take from me all pride...

Repair these cut loose threads and provide me with knowledge to think, speak and share your love....

-In Your name,
Amen.